do you think you can reach a point where everything blurs into one- each definiton gets undefined, and it becomes impossible to distinguish your own feelings? there seems to be a phase of some sort where the old becomes redundant but the new doesnt apply yet-where you seem to be stuck in a confusion of your own making. you swing between absolute certainty and vague unsure-ness. the moments in between surprise you with their brilliance, but do you give them their due importance?
sometimes the easiest thing to do is to say i want to do this-
sometimes the most difficult thing to do is to say i want to do this.